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*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

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Hey Journal
My first post so abt me first

Name: Fiza
Age: 19
Star: Aries
Birth place: Pakistan
Live in: Canada
Hair color: Black Brown
Eyes color: Black Brown
Favorite color: Purple, Pink and Blue
About me: Im a Chilled out person .......
i like 2 spend time wid my frnd ..
i always try 2 make da best out of everything ..
i HATE ppl who lie n i hate 2 lie da onlii 2 person i can lie 2 r ma parent bcuz they always no when im lying ...
im a reallly frindly person...
i love 2 meet new ppl n make new frnd....
1 thing dat i hate abt myself is dat im 2 of a outgoing person wich some ppl really dont like
1 other thing i hate is dat when i get mad i reallly really get mad xcept wid ma parent than i never say anything n keep everything 2 maself
....... more comin later
Hobbies:SHOOPPPINNN loll..., Music, Movies, Read, Play Soccer, Chill Wid Frnz n So much More
I cant live without: Ma Computer, Ma Cell, Ma IPod, Ma Family n Frndz
Addicted 2: Choclate, Tim Hortans, SHOPPING
Favorite actor: Iqbal Khan, Salman Khan, Hitesh, Johnny Lever,Zayed Khan, Ajay Devgan n SAIF ALI KHANnd so many more
Favorite actresse: Karishma Kapoor, Kajol, Sridevi,
Favorite Music: God lots of em mmm were 2 start. I Like music dat sound gud not onli 2 ma ears but 2 ma heart 2. Here r some of da stuff i like
Pakistani Pop
Ali Zafar
Atif Aslam (Dorriiieeeeee)
Jal
Roxen
Annie
Ali Khan
Abrar-ul-Haq
Adnan Semi
n many more
Indian Hindi movies singer
Sonu Nigam
Shaan
Mithoon
Udit Narayan
Asha Bhosle
Lata
n many more
English
I love R&B but i listen to Rap n Hip-Hop 2
Beyonce
Ne-Yo
Rihanna
Chris Brown
Omarion
Eminem
Akon
Mariah Carey
The Black Eyed Peas
Ciara
Bow Wow
Ludacris
Sean Paul
Mary J. Blige
Daddy Yankee
Shakira
Massari
Favorite Movie: Movie's r like Music i like every new stuff dat sound gud. Here some of da stuff i like
Kuch Kuch Hota Hai
Dil To Pagal Hai
Saathiya
Kal Ho Na Ho
Seeta Aur Geeta
Mughl-e-Azam.
Favorite food:Yummmy like 2 cook but love 2 eat.....
chiness..
french.. well actually canadien lolz
italian..
mexican .... mmm borittos
pakistanii
Arabic...
Stuff cooked by my mom .... no1 can beat her lolz
I just love food well xcept 4 ugly lookin stuff n uncooked stuff like sushiiiiiii yaarrrkkk
n i LOVE spicy stuff thr just soo da best

Well thats was about Moi
I'll B postin more lateron

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Tuesday 11, 12:13 PM
Alive From The Outside, Dead From The Inside
hii J
lolzz weird sayin hi to a page on a net but i guess its lyk a writing on a page in a diarie rite?well not really cuz i dont really rite on diaries even tho i really love diaries..but yaa oh well....Nways nowadays lyf is soo...hm lets say flying by really fast...so many stuff happening n lyk sooo fast.. but i guess dats wut u call lyf rite...otherwise it wud really suck no...but ya sometime wished it wud go on a lil more smoothly so dat i get time so get tru wutd happening ..but thx god we still have nitez otherwise i wudnt have time to think... n usally da best time 2 think for me is at nite i get soo many mindblowin stuff but in da morning i 4get em i wish id rite em now but now i keep a notebook n a pan under ma pillow so dat if i get something really gud i rite it down lyk da other nite i have dis really ncie quote kinda thing da 1 dats i wrote on top n i think its really nice......but yaaa nways rite now im kinda not feelin lyk maself....i donno y ...i guess it happends .....arggg now im think abt da job at da gym da freakin lady didnt call me yet its sooo annoyyin its being lyk more than a week i mean does she need 2 study it or wut?????? cuz if she doesnt wanna give me da job dan lady just freakin call me n tell me so dat i can move on n try 2 find something else.....arrgg now im gettin mad n pissed ..2day thrs a salsa n aerobic class so i'll go than den ask her cuz me cant wait anymore
nways now im going n will try 2 come n post something here every now n dan........ but yaa can promise
soo yaa tati 4 rite noww
kissz n hugzz
FiZa

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Wednesday, 12 3:03 PM
I Think Abt U All Da Time I See You In Ma Dreamzhii J
lolzz funni sayin J everytime lolzzz but wutever
today i posted da quote its from a song from Beyonce dat i have n mind since mornin ive being singing it since i woke up n still am lolz
well i jsut learn da pakistan won wich is amasing cuz i didnt think ke we wud win cuz when ever thr 1 player not playin aur woh bhi Shoaid Akthar than we dont play well at all.. so ya happy dat we actually won Very Happy

hey btw yesterday i went 2 da gym n ask da ladyhow come dey still didnt call me n she said ke dey she had 2 way 2 cuz she sended a resume 2 toronto?????? n dey still had 2 call her but she will elt me know when dey call her soo ya me still waitin 2 lyk her lollll
well i gtg rite now but bcuz im not done rittin i'll b back afta
so bubyye
kissz n hugz
FiZa

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Wednesday 19 sept
hii J
OMGGGG my tummy is killinn meee arrgggggg
omgg its hurtin lyk helll
arrggg wutever will try 2 ignore it
rite now im watin 4 ma dad 2 come home so dat he can bring me 2 da shop i wanna go cuz i wanna go shoppin n da place is kinda far n i cant take a bus cuz da place is enar Highway n thrs no bus da goes thr n taxi its gonno b lyk more xpensive den wut im gonno buy lolzz so waitin 4 ma dad lolzzz
soo yaaa hey btw im mayb going 2 pak on nov 15 dats da date da travel agent said soo i guess dats when i'll b goin if its not changed n lyk im really happy 2 go in a way n in a way im not but dont wann talk abt dat rite now
nways i think i sud b going now gt 2 clean ma room its kinda of a really mess lolzzz
soo buubyeee

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Tursday Sept 20
Hi J
Today im kinda hungry... n its onlii 12:26 pm
god hows ma day gonno go...nways im thinkin of cookin something up 2day lyk chicken chargha or butter chicken...now wich 1 im gonno make dat i still dont no.....ennuff abt food now cuz its makin me even more hungry lolll
well yesterday i went shoppin wid ma mom it was kinda funn but ma mom takes lyk 4 ever wich is kinda annoyin cuz i had 2 stand thr 4 nuffin but yaaa...yesterday i was kina pissedd at some1 wich now dat im thinkin abtit makes me mad again so i'll try not 2 think abt it......god im tired n its killin me cuz im hungry 2 lolzzz
wutever i need 2 do something 2 make me 4get dat im hungry lol... omg yesterday i saw da ad of desprite housewives its comin back i think next week wid its new season... i just can wait.... i think im becomin a t.v. freak but thx god its onli 4 lyk 2 hours lyk from 8-10 so i kinda watch only 2 showz wich i think its kinda gud but ya at times i do watch desi channels 2 but nowadays i find em soo damn annoyin wid da same old crappy story in lyk every single drama....but yaa other den dat im bored n kinda really annoiyed at everything other than t.v. lolzzz
omg yesterday i was watchin t.v. n ma sis left a box of cookies u no da brother of oreos?? lol lyk dey look lyk oreos but da cookie is in chocolate n so is da cream inside i think thr called fudgeeO yeaa dats wut thr called soo yea she left da box thr n i was watchin t.v. n started 2 eat 1 n than i eat 1 more n than 1 more in da end i think i ate lyk 4 of em ... n i than i went lyk omg im going craziii i can eat anymore lolzz seriously nowadya im going craziii abt lyk nuffin n everything
wutever now im going 2 do something wich i still donno wut but yaa i will do something
lolzzz
buuubyeee
xox
FiZa

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Still Tursday n still da 20
HII J AGAIN
i jsut had 2 rite dis some place
hes onlince rite nowww god wut sud i do?? talk wid him??? m say hi??? im actuallii on appear offline ...wut sud i do say hi?? czu i no he wundt talk wid me....or sud i wait 4 iman 2 come online n ask her arrgg i donno wtu 2 dooo arrgg wutever i wont say hii
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nways i'll come back after n wait 4 Iman 2 come online
bye

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Monday,sept, 24
Hi J
Today was lyk such a sad/mad day lemme start from da beginnin
i first woke up at lyk 8 something cuz i wented 2 watch da match but it wasnt on than so ahd 2 wait than when it came on it was fun cuz pak was actually kinda of a gud job but than when it was thr turn 2 bat OMG dey played kinda of ok but OMG Afridi made me mad da idiot come n didnt even make a single runs lyk not even 1.....da onli ppl i think played well were lyk Nasir, Masbah n Soaib Malik...... but u wut stupid afridi got da award 4 da best man of da series lyk omg dat idiots 2 last match were soo bad arrggg....... n than we lost n u no 4 onli 5 runs if we still had a wkt we wud have won 4 sure made i was soooo mad n sad n pissed n was sooo gonno cry... ma bro was lyk wut a much of idiots n ma mom was lyk im sure dey took some money n ma dad was lyk duhhh dat was soo gonno happen its pak who was playin
n u no wut pak never won in finalt against indiaa.... we were almost gonno won we cuz have final erased dat but nooooooo we lsot again in a final vs indiaa..............
man dey jsut made me mad n was onli proud of 3 ppl lyk i said b4 n u no some ppl were kinda not happi when we learn dat SoaibMalik was gonno b captain well me im happy cuz i seriousy didnt want afridi or shoaib aktar cuz dey both suck i think dye sud leave da team now n let da younger ppl take da lead...
lolzzz actually even atif plays way better than afridi

wutever enuff of cricket me tired n going out wd iman on a walk 2 digest lolzz
soo buubyyyyeeee
xox
FiZa

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Tuesday,sept,25,2007
Hey
Today i totally feel lyk everything in da world is worthless....n i just feel lyk going in ma bed n crowlin in n go 2 sleep...y do i feel lyk dat ...y is it dat sometime lyf is sooo annoyin.............n sometime thrs dis feelin inside dat doesnt wanna go n da worst is dat nuffin actually happend but u just feel soo damn sad............
bas dats all 4 2day not in a mood 2 rite anything
so byee

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Heyy
lolzz was kinda sad n mad n pissed n all at da same time
n than i talked wid dis dude who was in ma class b4 fahd n felt better n than watch ma fav show gossip girl loft story wich both had 2 b on at da same time but ma managed 2 watch both at da same time n than came back online n now talkin wid iman n fahdii at da same time in a convo wich is makin me feelll wayyyyyyyy better n im lyk laughin lyk reallllllllly crazyy cuz of em both lol now fahdii is thinkin abt growin a beard n iman is tellin him not 2 n im not sayin anytihng cuz jeezz seriously wut do i no abt beard rite??lolzzzz wow now i do feel much much better..... n i was talkin wid xia but i guess hes mad cuz hes not replyin anymore.... man i can b kinda rude at time........main kiaa karoonn when im mad i dont feel lyk talkin 2 other ppl than fahdii iman farooq n shehzad 4 sure lolzz how can i 4get himnways now really got 2 go
soo bubyeee
Fiza
xox

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Friday ,oct, 12, 2007
Life is Like a piece of cake...U dont always get da piece u want but enjoy da piece u get.......
Hey Babyy
lolzzz actually im in kind of a happy mood rite now ...y u ask...well even i dont no dat....lollzzi feel lyk these lady who write book ehhe lollzz...nwaus wented 2 rite dis advise Amin gave me 2day..kia hai ke we had dis talk n den in da end he's lyk can i give u a tru sincere advice...n den said....
There will be no second chance to turn back
wich at first made me confused..but than i guess hes rite.......aur i donno...actually its bcuz of da reason y he said it dats makin me kinda confused......hmmm nways lemme not think abt dis rite now....well now dat Ramadan is over i can listen 2 music but i dont haev anything on ma coputer no song n i dont wanna plug in ma i-pod cuz den im gonno lose all of da song da i have soo i guess im gonno haev 2 downlaod EVERY again n even da hard gud song wich is gonno take 4 ever...*sign*...i guess life is ahrd at times lolzz.....
hey btw da first wuote i wrote.is ma creation..lolzz....i wrote it..i was actually going 2 sleep n it came 2 ma mind n i had a pen n paper so i wrote it down lolll.....i always come up wid great tought at nite but den i wake up n try 2 rembr em but i always 4get so now i keep a notebook n a pen next 2 me so dat i cant rite wutever comes 2 ma mind.......2day is mayb Chaand Raat..im sayin mayb cuz im not sure yet but i think it is...so den it means ke 2morow is gonno b Eid.....i got ma clothes wich r orange n purple n i think its really cute...n i got ma bangles n jewellery n everything da goes..... n dis year i even got eidi 4 ma bro n sis....yesterday i went 2 buy 3 xbox games 4 ma bro a pair of shoes n a pack of lip gloss n a teddy bear 4 ma sis......now i cant wait Eid so dat i can give em...
nways now im goin.....do something.lyk put mehndi...lolzzzzz
bubye
Fiza
xox

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Hey J
I had lost of stuff 2 rite lyk abt chaand raat n Eid n abt ma weekend dat started on friday n ended yesterday n abt 2day all da shoppin i did even tho i didnt buy much 4 me.......but rite now im lyk i donno nit sick not tired...even tho i didnt get 2 sleep alot lately n dat ma foot r killin me
but i got 2 sleep noww sooo bubye
lolll
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*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

Hey J
nowadays i dont rite da date or a lign of something either i made or a song...patta nahi kionn..i guess im 2 lazyy n tired
but 2day im soooo tired ke if id die rite now i wundt even care much abt it....mayb its jstu da music or mayb its jsut me going crazyy...i donno...i dont no much nowadays....hmm but yea
yesterday i wrote an entry here was gonno psot it btu i close da window by mistake.....i was gonno rite ke welll i realised lots ofs tuff in a couple of days...first i realised ke im jsut 2 ncie n sweet....n im lyk dis open book dat evey1 can read n evey1 can abuse n use......n dat i always gave ma all n everything 2 every1....n inda end was left wid ma soul wid even dat isnt much of mine......wich made me cried alot......but i got over it.....lets say try 2 get it over it...cuz u cant jsut keep eveythin dat happends 2 u in lyf keep it 4ever....cuz den ur always gonno think abt it n never get tru lyf its jsut gonno make lyf way 2 hard 2 get tru......n den yesterday i realised ke i lost a frnd ... a frnd da was reallly dear 2 me...czu she was ma best frnd...but i guess i sud have nown better....frndship from da other side of da country never really last do dey.....untill she was here it was all gdu but den when she moved 2 da other side of da country.....i sud have no ke humari dosti ke saath kuch na kuch tho hona tha......cuz yeahh she has a live thr n i have mine here.....aur waisey bhi...it sundt have being a shock cuz it was kina lyk we stop talkin n den stop mail n stop chattin so it was kinda obvious...but yeah im just da stupid..ignorant kinda person......but chaloo...i think i sud get over dis tru...i believe ima strong person n can get over lots of stuff.....dats da best thing i do...get over stuff rty not 2 make em somethin 2 important......nways now im gonnos top ritin here n try 2 finish ma interview
soo bubyee
Fiza

*HOTTIE* Number of posts : 1379 Registration date : 2007-09-01

hey J
arrgg...im boredddddddddddd.....lyk seriouslyy....n deres nuffin on t.v. no1 2 chat wid...n donno wanna go out again cuz its jsut 2 damn cold....or mayb if ma dad wanna go wid me id go out wid him in da car..lollll....mayb i sud ask him....lolzzz ia patta mayb hes gonno say yess but meanwhile im stilll bored...hmmm..i was askin mself if i changed n well until now ive asked 2 ppl maha ns he said ke i changed ke i look slimmer n den i asked salem n he was lyk yea u chaged but not da much....mayb cuz ur wearin shalwar kameez......sooo i guess i changed n in a gud way wich i guess is nice...rite???!!!????but wutever.....rite now im sjtu hopin ke my hair in da front get longer...n FAST!!! cuz i donno lyk em.....wut was i thinkinn.....stupid mee......
nways now im gonno go n try 2 do something...2 unbore maself
lolzzz
bubyeee